ETA #3

ETA#3 Nov.28/12 4:53a.m. I've decided to make a lot of choices and changes in my life. Most were hard but I believe in the end it will enable me to have a better future, God willing. I never believed it was okay for one to be selfish but sometimes in life, especially if it's for the sake of the wellness of your health, then it's perfectly fine to put yourself first. I don't believe you can love anyone if you don't love yourself first. More important than loving yourself and others is loving our creator, Allah(SWT). I was one to put people before me, to give up everything for everyone to be happy before me. But then it wasn't a two way street, very few thought the same as me, very few were willing to see me happy and took advantage of my kindness. I've learned the hard way some people are just not meant to be in my life no matter how much it hurt. It is impossible for someone to step into your life whether for a few days,months or years without leaving some imprint in your life. No one said life would be easy and elhamdullilah I've seen everything that's not easy but I am thankful, all my trials made me a stronger person. I don't believe anything can knock me down. Allah is great and He loves me and I love Him but I need to love Him more. He has blessed me in too many ways but I focus on the bad and my vision is blurred from all the good I have.