ETA#1

ETA#1 March 17th, 2013 I need a break. Please Allah show me the way. Show me where I belong and with who. Place me in the hands of someone whose heart is close to you, who will give me everything and keep me happy, who loves me for me and doesn't try to change me. I hate thinking the way I do. I hate feeling everyone is after me. Everyone wants bad for me. I wish good for everyone. Why can't people be like me? SOme say they understand me, but they really don't. Most times people say what they think you want to hear, at times that may be the truth, but it's better to be burned by the truth than to be overjoyed by a lie. I do favors out of the goodness of my heart. I try to my best to help...I do what I can i have insecurities. I may have OCD,I don't know...maybe if i saw a psychiatrist they would put me on even more medciation to conform me to the so called norm of" society." i need a break. ya rab malee ghairak ya elahy inta jahee. your confused one HSA